Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach

It feels weird for not having a post about him. Ya,my ex. where I used to post everything about him in most of my deleted previous long-lost posts.

nah. got nothing to do with him anymore. we're just friends like we used to be before we chose to tie a relationship between us some times ago. and I think I'd love it to be this way. and I foresee that he even feels the same. recently,he posted this one video in his fb. and I watched it.At first I thought it would be just like 'masuk-telinga-kiri-keluar-telinga-kanan' song by Yuna. but then,as I let Yuna stirs her beautiful voice into my ears,that gloomy atmosphere suddenly layout behind me. I dont know why, but the lyrics seems really interesting to my ears. I can feel deeply that the lyrics suit me. I mean, suit both of us. I knw,he tried so hard telling me exactly like the lyrics says. but I denied hardly and took a long time to understand him.

and everything is crystal clear now.

Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don’t be late
Take a rest as a friend
As an old enemy

Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria

Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend
As an old
Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria

And I swear that I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun
Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria

(No I don’t have a gun)
And I swear that I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun
No I don’t have a gun

No worries,

I'll come as who I am, as I was. As you want me to be. As a friend, as a friend. As an old enemy :')