When all you can do is, read.

Apparently, I have to admit this. I miss kmb. Allah itu maha adil. Saya ada banyak cerita nak bagitahu. If only I could talk to you guys right now. and how I wish I have someone here that I could let everything out. Have you ever imagined yourself going to the university alone,waiting for the bus every morning alone, sitting in the lecture hall alone,spending your free time and lunch break alone,going to the library alone while those sitting next to you are busy updating stories on their boyfriends, their late night parties, or maybe discussing the subjects they hate the most. and all you can do is diam membisu. Sebab tak faham bahasa diorang. Flipping back down the memories, I can die from crying. Thinking twice, nampak macam tak bersyukur pulak. So I decided to distance myself from this abyss of despair. I keep telling myself "it's okay,imma survive this for another four years. Allah ada bersama-sama orang yang bersabar dan kuat. Hold on to it Ayu"

To be a bit more armed for the next time,

"Oh you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient."