It's never easy to get over things that you have locked them tight in your heart. Don't ever try or you'll suffer.
I never thought that this would be my decision. It took me a long time to accept that. Everything seems very hard at first,but holding tight into faith, I think I am now achieving the victory and letting that scary long moment in my life comes to an end. InsyaAllah kut. I'll try not to get back amidst that abyss.
By the way,bearing in mind where the best part of your life is that you portray the real you in front of him,and he puts up on you just the way you are. Thank you. I think this is the time :)